Literary Orphans

Brother’s Eulogy by BanWynn (Suta) Oakshadow

Child of a dark consummation.
Betwixt painful hopelessness,

And the peace born of it.

Absolved of the need to struggle,

No light to hide from in darkness.
Gaze turned inward and seeking,
Embracing the succour of emptiness.

What is Death then, that it should be feared?

How Should I not face Him,

Unbent, unbroken and of my own volition?
I fence upon the strand of River Styx.
Trysting with Death, perchance to find peace,

A warm bath of waters run red rose’s bloom.
For, in that sleep, comes sight and knowing,
Revealing those with their false claims.
Not knowing us. None of them–
Nay, not even one of them!
No wisdom to look beyond,

Mourning veils, draping truths ignored.

Blind to impassioned and riddled regret.
This is mine own soul. Restat meam!

Nay, I shall not surrender this day.
Trembling, I find a way to rise.
Never shall I pardon them,
The onerous guilt that be theirs!
Only when expired, can they see,

That creature within which, by them,
Hast been made of me.

 

 

*Restat meam! (Latin) – It remains mine!

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BanWynn (Suta) Oakshadow has been a poet, writer, and photographer since 1978…and an novelist as of an email from his publisher this morning. He is an adult survivor of child abuse, lives with mental illness, is on a constant quest for deeper understanding of himself, the Universe and his place it it; and frequently writes on these subjects. He finds serenity in writing haiku. BanWynn loves donating works to animal charity anthologies and small press venues to help keep the magic alive.
 “I sleep better knowing that a naked cork-eater is not sneaking around at night, stealing my underwear.”
― Maureen Johnson, The Bermudez Triangle

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